sleep, sleep, sleep! why fucking cant I?

Over the last 6 months i've had the worst problems sleeping.. I can't get to sleep, when I do it's generally after 3am, and then there is no way I can wake up in time for school, so I sleep in, and repeat.

I've tried the whole 'changing my body clock'.. And I can tell you, it just doesn't work for me.. I get up early, I spend the rest of the day with a thumping headache and then when I either..

a) go to sleep early and wake up late (yum, 12+ hours sleep)
or
b) still cant manage to fall asleep, and repeat.

I've tried everything, and NOTHING works..

The weird bit is, i'll feel like death during the day. Feel sick in the stomach, have a headache and whatever else, as soon as night falls i'm full of energy../hence the can't sleep.

I mean i'm just tapping away at my keyboard now and its 1am..

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Help.. please?

x

ew, i blogged in my downtime

I haven't been on here in MONTHS, infact it's a year to this month.. Wow!

And what else can I say except LOL at my old posts, it's amazing how much we change in such a short amount of time!

BUTTTT here's why i'm back... no facebook, no myspace, i'm bored of playing xbox all night... And I just can't be assed reading forums anymore.. So i've returned to write about nothingness, because it kills time.

Who knows someone might even read this!

I guess that's it for now, it's a bit late and I'm supposed to be in bed.. Even though I doubt i'll rock up at school tomorrow.. Meh!

peace. x

Shopping is such an addiction...

Now I know why I never journy into town anymore; because I have the funds ready to outlay on everything and anything I see... Everything I like gets added to the shopping list. Shoes, boardies, watches, tee's, you name it.. Summer is coming, i need clothes, or do I?

We get so ripped off these days, $50 for a T, $150 for kicks, $80 for a pair of board shorts, wtf? And how am I supposed to pay for this? Dipping into the funds that I've been madly trying to save for the last 8 months to go toward a car.. Oh, and btw, when you don't have a job, saving and enjoying life is a hard thing to do.

Oh well, I guess the car will have to wait, I guess.. I'll want nice shoes when I'm driving it, and to be wearing nice shorts, and a nice watch, with my cool sunnies on my forehead.. *Sigh*

Shopping is such an addiction, I'd spend all the money in the world if I could.. I could talk for days on end about what car's I'd but, what I'd do to them. I could desgin my dream house right here, given enough time.. It's just a matter of finding this money.. I don't want to sit around for 8 hours a day, on a computer, just to pay for it... There has to be a better way, I'm just yet to find it, or, even the right direction...

Help?!

peace. x

Girls...

Gah, they're everywhere. Left, right, center.. Even ontop of you sometimes.. A totally different species that I'm still yet to understand, but I do know one thing, they make you smile. Time and time again, smile after smile, until the day comes when they ruin everything..

Relationships are, well to put it frankly, theyre 'ghey'. After one long term one, I can't say I'm looking for another one, it's just not worth it. The seperation from friends, family, the things you love.. It shouldn't be like that, maybe I've had a bad experience, meh..

Girls should just be one of those things, the things you enjoy, spending time with 'em. Chilling, having a good time, making the most of everything. Not fighting with your other half over the last bit of cheesecake, or idk, other stupid shit.

/rant

Girls; can't live with 'em, can't live without 'em.

peace. x

What the hell is a Blog?

Hmm, this is interesting.. Been reading others' blogs, thought I'd give it a go, I have NO idea whatsoever how to work the thing, but eh, I'll get there.

peace. x